Hold On To Me

The next entry for my Blog is Hold On To Me, which was written by Lauren Daigle, Paul Brendon Mabury, and Paul Duncan.  The song was initially released in 2021.  A link to Lauren Daigle performing the song is at the bottom of the Blog.

Hold On To Me

When the best of me is barely breathin’
When I’m not somebody I believe in
Hold on to me

When I miss the light the night has stolen
When I’m slammin’ all the doors You’ve opened
Hold on to me
Hold on to me

Hold on to me when it’s too dark to see You
When I am sure I have reached the end
Hold on to me when I forget I need You
When I let go, hold me again

When I don’t feel like I’m worth defending
When I’m tired of all my pretending
Hold on to me

When I start to break in desperation
Underneath the weight of expectation
Hold on to me
Hold on to me

Hold on to me when it’s too dark to see You (I’ll hold on)
When I am sure I have reached the end
Hold on to me when I forget I need You (I’ll hold on)
When I let go, hold me again

I could rest here in Your arms forever
‘Cause I know nobody loves me better
Hold on to me
Hold on to me

Have you ever gotten the feeling that all you do every day is fight one battle after another just to survive in this world?  The battles may be associated with just putting food on the table, dealing with family issues, health, or external influences that just sap all of your energy.  You fight these battles every single day and eventually reach the point where you have nothing else to give and all of your emotional and physical strength is gone.  You are no longer the person you used to be and are ready to just throw up your hands and say I quit.  The person you are ceases to exist in your mind, the world has defeated you, and you cry out to God to hold on to you and not give up on you.  Despite where you are in your life, you can still know that God is always there and his arms are always open for you. 

When we find ourselves in this situation, we sometimes become focused solely on the negative issues in our lives and view everything that goes on around us with a negative perspective.  We do not even try to look for the positive.  Many times, windows of light and doors are being opened right in front of us, and we disregard them since we are lost in the morass of darkness we are living in.  Our friends try to talk to us and cheer us up, but we just ignore them; we have the attitude of “they just don’t understand.”

The chorus is a desperate plea for help.  We may have reached a point where we are just ready to leave this world via suicide or perhaps give into the call of drugs that give us short term relief before a final addiction ends our life.  The plea to God is that even though I have forgotten you, please wrap your arms around me and never let me go.   In the book of Deuteronomy 31:8, we find these words, “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.”

As we start to question the value of our life, maybe we have the attitude of “why bother” and why should my friends continue to try and bring me out of this deep hole, I am just not worth the wasted effort.  We just feel as if we are putting up a façade to everyone else, but fading away and giving up on the inside.  We can no longer handle the weight of the burdens as we try to carry them alone nor can we meet the expectations of all of those around us.  The good news is that our savior is there to help us with your heavy load.  We are told in Matthew 11:28-30, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.  Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me; for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. “

I really like the way she closes out this song; because at the end she has once again found peace, comfort, and love; all coming from our heavenly father.  She recognizes that her focus should only be on him since he is the only one who can solve our problems and loves us more than anyone else ever could.  The great news for us, is not only does God love us, but has a plan for us!  This comfort is found in the book of Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans I have for you, plans to give you hope and a future”.  We need to try and remember to look to God first as opposed to viewing him as our last hope.

Click to hear Lauren Daigle Sing Hold On To Me

His Eye is on the Sparrow


The next song for my Blog is a gospel hymn that was written in 1905 by lyricist Civilla D. Martin and composer Charles H. Gabriel.  A link to B J Thomas performing the song in 1981 is at the bottom of this Blog entry.
 
 
His Eye is on The Sparrow
 
Why should I feel discouraged?
Why should the shadows come?
Why should my heart be lonely
And long for heaven and home?
When Jesus is my portion
My constant friend is He

His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
I sing because I’m happy
I sing because I’m free
For His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
 
Whenever I am tempted
Whenever clouds arise
When songs give place to sighing
When hope within me dies
I draw then closer to Him
From care He sets me free

His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
I sing because I’m happy
I sing because I’m free
For His eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
For his eye is on the sparrow
And I know He watches me
 
I believe we all have a tendency at times to have that ‘down in the dumps’ feeling.  Sometimes we know what is causing us to have that feeling, other times it just seems to happen.  The net result is we just aren’t happy.    We probably get discouraged about something almost every day.  As that discouragement takes control, we feel darkness around us as well as inside of us, and we feel alone.  It doesn’t matter if we are surrounded by people on a bright and sunny day, we are in our own silent dark cocoon.  Many times, we may just call out for God to take us home to be with him in our heavenly home and just leave this world behind.  These are the times when we need to take inventory of what is happening in our lives and where our hope of getting us out of the dumps resides.


It is during these times when we have forgotten about our comforter.  A portion is a part of a larger whole, Jesus is the portion of God who gave his life for us.  We need nothing else but Jesus to secure eternity in heaven.  Jesus, through the Holy Spirit, is with us always.  There is always a portion of him inside of us, there is always a portion of light inside of us, and the love of Jesus, the friend who will never desert us, is inside of us as well.   Everything we need to conquer the ‘down in the dumps’ is inside of us, we just have to reach for it.


God watches over all of his creations and Matthew 6:25-26 lets us know how God watches over some of the smaller of his creations.  So, if God is going to this effort for the birds, won’t he do the same for us, the beings created in his image?  This should be our signal that everything is really going to be alright, we just need to put our faith and trust in the right place. 
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?” Matthew 6:25-26


Instead of hanging out at our personal dumpster, we should feel happy and free knowing we have a father who loves us and is saving a spot in his eternal home for us.  We should be singing at the tops of our voices with a heart full of hope.  Wouldn’t it be great to be singing and someone come up to us and ask why we are so happy?  What an opportunity for sharing the love of Christ.
 
There are other times we are tempted by sin to do something we shouldn’t do.  I am of the opinion that we know when we are getting ready to do something we shouldn’t be doing, when we know we are going against the will of God.  As we start focusing on this temptation, we start falling under the dark clouds again.  Maybe we physically committed the sin, or maybe we committed the sin in our mind; either way we know we are putting ourselves in an emotionally bad spot.  The songs we were singing out loud or in our hearts have disappeared as we once again let the pressures of the world overwhelm us.  Once again, we have let Satan just suck the life and hope out of us.  But deep in our heart and soul, we eventually connect with our best friend Jesus once again.  Satan and this world can try to hide Jesus from us and we let him, but Jesus is always there to hold our hand and put his arms around us and set us free from the darkness around us.  We just need to call upon him.


We then remember once again how he loves us so much and of what he has done for us and what he will continue to do for us.  Our heart and our voice raise once again because we have trusted in him for the happiness and freedom from this world that only he can provide.
I am glad that he loves those birds so much and even happier that he loved me enough to die for me and wants me to spend eternity with him.   Knowing this and keeping my heart on Jesus should make me sing with joy at all times, even more so than the bird who has gained freedom from its cage.
 
Aren’t you glad his eye is on the sparrow?  Think about this next time you hear the birds singing unashamedly.
 
Click here to hear B J Thomas singing His Eye is on the Sparrow